while i write this, we're currently sitting in a call which i lowkey find funny. haha LOSER im producing your gifts and you have no idea about it!! L!!

but ill be for real now, our birthdays serve as the one time in the year we're allowed to be sappy with each other which means it is perfect for me!! you're always saying how you are proud of me each birthday and i want you to know that i'm proud of you too. you've been through so much shit and it's usually just brushed off which totally should not be the case. your feelings matter and i'm seriously proud of you, i will always be. no matter what, i will always be here for you, even if you change your pfp and leave me for someone else named jade.. /J!!!

although you don't like the forbidden "l" word, i love you through and through. it's funny how someone i have never met face to face could make me feel so happy. really, waking up everyday and seeing notifications from you is one of my favourite parts everyday. knowing you're there even after everything that has happened to me is comforting and i hope the feeling never goes away.

sometimes, i feel like i'm repeating myself every time i make these. but honestly, i think it's a good thing to repeat all this every year. in every universe, i hope we're as close as we are in this universe.

i mentioned this last year when you said us being friends in every universe is unlikely. it's funny how that trend started this year, i really hope we're taco and lemon in every single one.

thank you for staying by my side, staying in my universe. no one else compares to you and i cannot even imagine anyone taking your place. i can never believe it every time i wake up that i have someone like you as my friend- best friend. despite everything terrible that came out of wattpad, you made it worth it all. thank you, i just cannot thank you enough for everything you've done for me. no one even bothers to do over half the things you do for me. it means so much more than you could ever know.

i hope the day that we finally meet is under a sunny sky with no problems. screw everyone who have fucked up our lives previously. i think as long as we have each other and our besties we'll be okay.

i love you, forever and always. mwah mwah from your lemon, kdj, ezreal, etc etc!